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*see below for more in depth explanation where to focus on when doing the exercise

In my blog about there being no Valhalla I talked about how anyone can decide to become a Follower of Christ. Or a disciple, or whatever title or description fits your fancy. And how this will begin the process of breaking the programs in our minds…but just like anything there’s more to it.

I can reach you in The Dreaming much easier than when I’m in the everyday awake State of Mind. And I know this is happening more and more lately and it’s exciting. I’m going to share with you my experience because if it worked for me, it can work for you. We want to unprogram our brains with the bullshit they’ve been serving us since we were children so we can make room for more Light and Wisdom and Mercy to shine in there and create new neural pathways that are aligned with Higher Thinking. There’s a big “science” component to this.

Back in April- I was using my tuning forks on my crown chakra when I suddenly got this vision- it was my face but with the Cross on it. So the vertical line went from my forehead, down through my nose, and ended on my chin. And the horizontal line went across all my eyes, my two material eyes and my third eye. And I realized this had to do with now and a way we’re being “Crucified on the Cross” of our minds. I didn’t really understand much more than that at the time but now it makes sense.

Our minds are so programed with bullshit and fake “norms” of society. We’re supposed to fit in, be a good little slave and go to all their schools, so they can teach us how to be good little worker bee’s in their matrix of shit. And if you don’t fit into their little box- well then your brain is riddled with “why am I not good enough” “why can’t I just fit in”. We’re taught to be envious of what others have. To slave our life away for some material existence that when we leave here we realize how silly it all is. They divide us by everything and anything they can under the illusion of “freedom”. Well if your mind is full of bullshit are you really free? Or are you just a good programed “walking dead”.

Ok so- I have this vision, I’m still deep into the whole Qabalah/occult “path” but something inside me started feeling like, this can’t be all there is. I hadn’t yet gotten back into Gnosticism. So I’m going through it, and failing miserably (not really, more like lessons learned but it felt like hell), when I realized I need to start looking into Gnosticism again. And reading GRS Mead’s book Fragments of a Forgotten Faith blew the lid off of what was holding back my mind. Because choosing Christ and a Higher Power/Creator/Good God is just the start. Once you begin to let Christ into your heart- that’s when the magic starts.

I started to finally realize that we are alllllll fucked up right now. Mentally, emotionally, spiritually. Things that are issues with me today that I realized were from programming from my parents, that we want to blame on others, are much deeper understood when you look at it through the eyes of Suffering. When you start to realize just how bad it is here right now, and how deeply disturbed and sick we all are, it opens up your Heart Mind/Chakra just like the Grinch on Christmas. And the trauma and suffering you’ve gone through starts pouring out of you in tears. Just like the Virgin Mary/Our Lady of Sorrows. The Mother weeps WITH us. The energetic force and power of those tears is something that can not be explained with words. It’s something you feel. All of this is something you feel. Which is why you have to clear out your Heart Mind/Chakra so you can actually feeeeeeel it! And once you do- and the process is not easy, it takes you making the decision to work on it everyday, and feel that Light in your Heart everyday, through the eyes of Suffering…but once you feel it, you know its Real. It’s undeniable. And there’s tons of ways to do this but this is how it went for me.

Once you truly feel Christ’s Love in your Heart you begin to understand the deeper Gnosis of Light. You realize that what’s happening is you’re becoming a Companion with Christ, through your heart chakra. Now we can see this “companion” type of initiation and spiritual development with stories in the Bible like when King Solomon took on “foreign” wives and then everything went to shit lol :). What that means is- he became “companions” again with his Lower Nature or Lower Chakras/Minds. He became “companions” with the God/Goddess/Ruler of those “Lower” Worlds again. And- spoiler alert- the easiest way to level up to your Higher Nature is through abstinence, which has been used as a tool to manipulate and control society for far too long. You need at least attempt to temper down your Lower Nature/Chakras to do this…and the sickness that’s inside all of us of an unchecked root chakra can do a lot of harm. Mostly because it’s the animal nature/animal soul that kicks in and makes us choose bad decisions. I’m just sharing what worked for me and what I know. Love in the Higher Nature is Divine and Unconditional…”love” in the Lower Nature ain’t actually love, its lust- and this fact should help to deeper understand what Crowley meant when he said “love is the law, love under will”….I mean looking at it now he’s pretty much saying forcing your will on someone in a sexual way. And we can see where that State of Mind has gotten so many in the Crowley-verse and entertainment industries. I mean pretty much an industry really.

Ok so now we have and can feel what Christ’s Love or Light is…unconditional Divine Love from above this World Egg. It comes directly from The Fullness/Pleroma/Higher Heavens. The Holy Spirit. Once you accept this as your path- equality, loving or at least not hating your neighbor, feeling Divine Love for Nature and all God’s creatures then that opens up the path for Archangel Michael and his Angel’s to reach you. And this is a VERY important part of breaking the programs.

The Forces or Angels of Michael have such an important job right now. They have the ability to literally rewrite the neural pathways in our brains. This is where the programming is. This is what has to be removed in order to become Free. And Archangel Michael and his Angel’s are waiting for us to reach out to them and ask for help. Here’s how I’ve done it and I’ve seen it in real time work for me…I first started to build my relationship with Michael. Just envisioning him in my mind and holding it. And if stuff would creep in I’d not let it get to me, I’d just refocus my mind on Him. And this is something that is felt. You can feel it in your whole body but ESPECIALLY your mind.

Now it’s interesting because back in Nov of 2022 (actually the same day that volcano erupted in Hawaii) I had a dream where “me and my team” were trying to escape but they caught one of us, in the dream it was a friend of mine named Michael. And I didn’t really understand that part of the dream until I started to understand the battle between good and evil. Which is a fight for your mind. What that dream was telling me was that my mind was sooooooo programmed and fucked up from going down the QANON/Conspiracy theory PYSOP route that the Forces of Michael couldn’t reach me. Literally…you have to have the realization of what’s going on in your mind before you can start to use these beautiful Forces and Angelic guides to break the program. AKA- because of the PSYOP and programming I was under it locked my brain into a Lower State of Mind. And I had to go through the process or “walk the path of Jesus” to break free.

SO! Once you’ve felt the Forces of Michael and that Love and Light that scatters the darkness of our minds and hearts…then what I started doing is envisioning those forces literally clearing our my neural pathways. Not just clearing them out but creating new ones that are more aligned with a Love/Wisdom State of Mind…so- ChristSophia State of Mind. And it’s a constant struggle man I will not lie to you. But once you feel it happen, and you will…sometimes if it’s something that’s really deeply programmed in your brainwaves it’s almost like you’ll feel a little push back in your head. That’s a good thing, that means you’re chipping away at the programs. It’s hard to explain with words but I promise you, if you keep at it, you’ll see a change…and right now with what’s going on above and around us, it’s happening faster than it normally does. And will continue to…

This is the “second coming of Christ” or the 1,000 years of Peace. It’s Peace in your mind that we can achieve through Christ’s Love. And, just by reading this…it breaks down their mental matrix hell they’ve got us all living in right now. And the more your Light grows the more it reflects outward to others, and helps to start to break their programing, which shrinks the control of their matrix. And you’re not so angry all the time, like I was. I mean I still get fired up. How can we not? They’re running so many damn programs in our brains right now it’s infuriating. Plus the general shittiness of the state of the world ain’t great either.

And just to be clear- this isn’t a recruitment tactic because I’m trying to start some cult or group….ew to that. I’m just sharing my experience because I know it can work for others right now. But the only way it works is when we start to admit we’re all fucked up and our minds are totally controlled by wicked men who chose darkness and control over humanity vs being Shepards and sharing in the Wealth that is this Earth. You don’t have to renounce all ties to anything- other than the men who are trying to control us. Because no person on this Earth has been chosen to rule over you. We’ve got planets and spheres above us that do a great job already at that. No human interference necessary. And honestly- everything works together in this System to try and bring us redemption. All of the Forces are on our side…we just have to balance out ourselves to see that. And hating your neighbor isn’t helping.

The only thing you get for choosing to do “the devils work” (as they say) is fake promises about “promised lands” and a very long time of spiritual deprogramming before your Soul can move on after this current life.

In my next blogs I’m going to try and cut through the crazy stories that go along with “the times” of Gnostic cosmology as well as try to better explain the companions thing. But a better way for you to understand is to trust yourself and your voice and your Higher Self and start to remember these things on your own. Because once your clear out those neural pathways you open up a lot more room for Sophia’s Wisdom and Christ’s Love to get in there. Which ends up being your North Star in Earth :). I can share with you what worked for me…but this is a personal journey and your Higher Self knows better than I do what works for you. This is from GRS Mead’s Encyclopedia The Gnostic Crucifixion:

And yes- it really is this simple. I promise. Reading The Gnosis of Light and GRS Mead’s interpretations of the Higher Heavens really helped me understand the make up of our Worlds better. I highly suggest giving it a read if you have the time and are interested. “We don’t understand what we’re standing on” hehe 🙂

So remember- when the voices and the pain and craziness start to creep into your brain…envision Archangel Michael standing there. Because all that is is unbalanced darkness. Here’s a great video I found a couple months back. Think of the “rings of power” like a Crown of Thrones around your mind, like Christ wore at the crucifixion. Like an invisible ring around your head. And this is what we have to break. But video hit me hard..and I hope it ignites something inside you like it did to me.

https://youtu.be/EqmxVnL6fwE?si=B8v1HloBzUMxcTkF

Much love, Blessed Be and Amen! Namarie 🙂

PS- last night- I was praying for guidance on how to write this blog post, and right after I was done I had this “knowing” come in or as I like to call it- a stream from the River of Jordan came down…it hasn’t been this bad here for thousands of years (if ever) as far as controlling people’s minds go. This is new territory, all this “technology”. Which means- they don’t have nearly as much control over it all as they want us to believe they do. Which is why they’re overloading us with nonsense and scare tactics right now to see what sticks. The alignments happening above us at the moment haven’t happened in thousands and thousands of years. Don’t believe their bullshit. We’re sailing into new waters, and the sea may be choppy but it’s navigable. They can take their “we are the storm” bs and kick rocks. Because the Sun always Shines whether or not there’s some darks clouds in the way!

*** update: so I dunno about you’s but today was a rough one. But I just realized something important. When you’re focusing on the Forces of Michael and His Angel’s put your attention on your throat chakra, and envision their stream of Light going from the base of your neck up into your brain and clearing out your neural pathways upwards and out of the top of your head. We want that energetic signature of the program out, not down. This is very important. I definitely was envisioning it going down and I think I literally pushed that gross energy down into my energetic system and it hurts lol.

I don’t focus on the button or trigger I focus on the actual pathways in my brain, while envisioning Archangel Michael in my mind.

I’ll keep this updated as time goes on but definitely go up and out. I’m like a crash test dummy right now, but we’ll get it right don’t worry. 😊